Test day

It's test day.

It feels like a final for a 5 unit class.  I did all the prep work and I now just have to stick out my arm, get blood drawn and wait.

Waiting for results is where I get nervous.   No taking the test, but the after.   It's the same as when I was in dance competitions, cheer tryouts, and every judged performance.

I will be turning off my phone upon arriving to work and not tuning it back on until I see my husband at home.   I don't want to know the results.  I do want to know the results.  No, I don't.  Yes....

Anxiety will not change the results.  Whatever the answer will be, is the same as it is.