Round 2

When clomid didn't work the first time to get us pregnant I was exhausted from the amount of sadness.

Now that it hasn't worked the 2nd time around... I don't know how low it will go.

I don't know what else to bargain with to God, I don't know what else to beg, I can't fall flatter than lying on my face, when it felt like God wasn't hearing me I learned to cry out in a different language, and when last month I ran low on tampons I made sure to buy the costco size box hoping it would be my luck to not need them...

I feel like I just got washed away by the rain.

I think I just went into shock.